Saturday, May 15, 2004

Who, What and Why

I had never realised that expressing my inner thoughts and feelings into words is this tough. Well, perhaps it's because I am no writer and my thoughts are somewhat disjointed and writing disorganised. For that, I apologised in advance.

I don't not seek attention, I am not interested in what you think of wert. However, I do certainly love to hear what you think about wert's view/outlook/hobbies constructively if possible. (Yes, I already know that I am a no life loser. Thank you)

I must say that I am a lost little soul, with little if any direction of life. Alas, I am no longer a carefree teenager and had already enter the "What if I had..." phase of life. I feel so old and restricted, baring a quarter of a century old, but already feeling that life is a repeating cycle of escalating unpleasant chores. Well, at least I am pretty sure it will get less and less pleasant. I am not altogether suicidal or anything. It's just that I had lost the ability to dream, but luckily for my sanity I can still hope.

My hope is that through this blog wert can begin the journey to discover wert's own self and learn to dream again. I know it's kinda of ambitious, but there is hope.....There always is. :)

Well, I guess people remember far more unhappy events that happy ones. Happy events is always so short and brief. But that's what people all lived for : just that one moment of pure joy. So, if I can achieve that during my lifetime, I should be satisfied.



This is fast turning into a self consoling session.....But I think it's one of rare things that I can do rather well and sometimes just too well.

posted by wert | Saturday, May 15, 2004 | Email This!


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